'Why does everything feel slower? Why does the pain last longer...why does it...why does it feel like more than it should be? He stop awhile ago... but why? Why is the sensation so.... so...' Derous would stop thinking and finally be able to let out a bloody cry of pain, his body just not letting him to do such. Tears stream down his face. Tears of someone broken down.... someone that wishes that it all will end soon. Hoping that the end will come just bit faster. Tossing away all dreams he had... all the goals he has put up for himself mean nothing to him now, as he just wants to be free of the pain. Free of the nightmare.
Okay, so what happened was that two days ago Derous have a trim up. Big Sexy got rid of that disgusting beard and fixed his hairstyle to something more to it's liking. Something that it though fit Derous, no Thomas, as that was his real name. A haircut that fit Thomas Tew. How Big Sexy came to find this out was simply giving him two shots. One to make Thomas tell Big Sexy everything about him and another to make things feel a bit.... slower and more pleasurable, or in Thomas' case painful. Theses two, unknown, drugs would only last for ten days, and that is how long they needed to last.
With just one of them, the second one described, Thomas didn't even need to be chained up anymore.
"Thomas, you are so.... so kind. You haven't told anyone about this besides those people, how.. h-how beautiful. I feel we are connected... connected on a more..personally.. le- Boss said no to that Big Sexy! No doing that nasty stuff with this one...yet." Big Sexy would be talking to himself, as Thomas wasn't listening. Everything moved to slow for him to understand it.
'Okay, it is gone... I can get my energy back... I can rest for a bit...' Thomas would think to himself as he thought the pain would finally be gone, but it would only return. And once again he would let out a bloody cry.
Big Sexy would look at Thomas, the man just lying there on the ground, letting out a cry of help ever ten minutes and crying. All Big Sexy has done was remove his fingernails and toenails one by one, no that pain full. Big Sexy was just making Thomas look nicer... and he had the right. Thomas said that Big Sexy could do whatever he wanted, just like ever other marine brought here. They said he could do what he wanted... so they shouldn't cry when it is too much for them. Big Sexy is just having fun with them, connecting with them on a personally level.
But, if they wanted him to stop. Why didn't they say
"Stop Big Sexy." they didn't because they liked it. Well, that is how Big Sexy sees it. If they didn't like it they would just get up and leave, he only gave them drugs that he takes himself. Though, the effects may not be the same as theirs. Thinking about it though Big Sexy is one not to go back on his word, so he won't let those people go back on theirs either.